stop whining like a bitch , brenda .
life still have to move on .
but there is so much i didn't tell them . . so much , i wish i could . . then , they'll know where the real pain comes from . the deepest feelings are shown in silence . . being able to survive it doesn't mean it was ever okay . . and my scars are daily reminders of who i used to be , with . . now i had no idea what i want to do for the rest of my life . .
i kept playing the same song over and over because all it reminds me of is you and how special you make me feel . i heard a voice in me , saying , " you only love him because you fear that he just might be the only one that will ever love you ." you didn't break me . no honey , you completely destroyed me . and often , it is the most deserving people who cannot help loving those who destroyed them .
to think i might not see those eyes again . . makes it so hard not to cry . . if only you felt the same . .
i don't miss you .
i miss who i thought you were .
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