someone asked if i knew you .
it was sad cause all i could say was " i used to ."
why does everyone have to keep asking me about it ? and why me only ? give me a break please . . why keep reminding me ?
isn't it obvious i just got ditched and why still ask ?! and then " oh , sorry ," and continue asking how what when who why where . are you all dumb or mentally challenged ?! asking me if i'm okay luhs , then talked into yourself . i didn't even ask . and if i didn't reply you be it facebook or msn or smses , get the hint will ya ? don't freaking hi hiie hello ellox wei yo me like the whole time i'm online ? it's irritating and definately getting on my nerves now . you know a.n.n.o.y.i.n.g ? stop your tricks . just fuck off . i want to cool down with this single life hood for now so please - and stop asking me to date with you stop asking my address stop texting me stop asking me stupid personal questions just to get near me ( and replying with dumb answers "oh , okay . ." then ask another question then " oh , okay . . " again ) . i am not your girlfriend or girlfriend to be . fuck off .
isn't it funny how guys are stupid when they thought they're smart ? " thanks for accepting ." then the " mind intro ?" " you study where ?" it's all fucking there luhs ! or worst still ! they add you and there they go " thanks for adding . you are ? intro please ." suck balls . now i'm really pissed . blame it at your wrong timing . i just broke up ; duh ? it's even less than one month and like - rebound relationship ? fuck off again .
" oh , ultimately your self-esteem is probaly alittle shattered after this break up . i can help you . ." urgh , fuck fuck fucking fuck off ! it's boys like you all that makes me think i'm better off home on a saturday night with all my doors locked up tight .
i thought i was okay . . but today . . i know i am not . my heart sinked . literally sinked when i saw you . all of a sudden i forgot how to breathe . pulled down ; now i need to start all over again . . look, i've been down this road . there and back . at the end theres a dead end sign . we could of turn this round . but we crashed . why ? cause you assured me that everythings gonna be okay . and in the end , everyone turns out to be who they swore they'd never become .
for every girl with a broken heart , there's a boy with a glue gun . where's my jacob when edward leaves ?
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