i hate new year's resolution cause they always don't go according to plans . but i'm still gonna make one . .
#1 - to do well in my studies ! aim for poly and fucking prove to those who look down on me . well . . at least that's my motivation . .
#2 - spend more time with my dogs . i love them loads .
#3 - save money for godness sake . understand the theory of want and need .
#4 - continue to keep my guard on guys who sweet talk . the best defence against getting hurt is not giving anyone the opportunity . =)
#5 - and seriously lose weight . i know i've been saying these for years but . . ya . . lose weight . =D
#6 - look prettierrr ~! =D
that's all for now . .
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p/s : as i pieced my broken heart back together , i have realized how much my life has changed . i'm no longer the dreamer i once was , nor am i the bitter , damaged girl i was after my heartbreak . slowly , I am regaining the ability to feel again to love , to trust . most importantly , i am learning to respect and love myself again . the pain from my past has made me a stronger person , and that i have found the strength to finally leave the past where it belongs .. in the past . and in some way , i think i recognize that i will never be fully over you , and that part of me will always love you . but most of me understands that this doesn't work , and i need to move on to be happy . i make no apologies for how i choose to repair what you broke .
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