Monday, August 3, 2009

broken up

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i went to school today alone .
i survived the day alone .
i went home , alone .

so i guess it's for real now , i'm on my own . alone .
( still needing to go opposite myself later . . )

now i'm like in the emergency room . . i'm fighting with myself . . i can't hurt you . . even though you've hurt me . at least you should've tried . . we without me . . and where's you're heartbeat ? flat on the EKG . .

having the love of your life break up with you and say : " we can still be friends ." is like your dog dying and your mum saying " you can still keep it ."

i must still thank everyone ,
danial , rishi , farishah , nicholas , ili , ayu , aisyah , faiqah , my sis and bro , miss chng and more more . rest of my nusng friends too for being so understanding today . .

most importantly my mum . can you believe it ? she drove all the way down from work today during my break just to say " jiayou !"

'get over him' yeah okay .
if i could , i would .

how am i suppose to live life now . . it's only the 1st day and i couldn't take it anymore . . i'm struggling , really trying . . i'm trying . .

but i just couldn't breathe . . ='(

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