today for a moment i really thought i was going to collapse .
i miss him so terribly . this is such a tragedy . .
auntie and i went out to have dinner and just talk . . i really dunno . . i wish i could believe in it too . . but . . i'm scared . . i know everyone wants to help . . but the problem is not with me ! haiis . . no more injection of hope please . . i'm dying . . from it . . everytime i tried . . tried to swim above for a gasp of air . . i just keep getting pulled back deeper into the water . .
and nic , tsk . stupid , i broke my diet plan . auntie forced me to eat . she was angry with me . O.O
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